A little bit of everything
I was reading Mama Kat's blog for the writers workshop and I can't figure out which topic to write about. I have been debating on whether or not to totally change the topics I write about and figure out how to monetize it.
I think I will sum it all down to one of the choices, one that changed my world forever only over 2 years ago I met my soulmate, my one I was truly meant to be with. This is the post I chose:
5. If you could have given yourself a snapshot five years ago of what your life is like now, what would the picture be of and how do you think you would have felt about it?
Five years ago would be 2010. I was separated from my now ex husband and was in a whirlwind of emotions. I did things I was ashamed of, I neglected 2 young kids, and just lived my life the way I wanted to before I decided to get married to someone who I never should have in the first place.
If my snapshot is of what it is now I would be a better person, I would not be going through so much stress with things, I would still have my 2 babies but I would be with my now husband and him and I would be in a much better place than we are now. I think I would have been happier, more content, more driven to be a better person. My husband makes me a better person, he shows me the kind of person I should be and lets me know when I am not.
Life would have been much better that's for sure.
So before I start tearing up I will close with this:
Your choices are who you are today, make the right ones. I hope I teach my own children and hope they make the right ones.
I think I will sum it all down to one of the choices, one that changed my world forever only over 2 years ago I met my soulmate, my one I was truly meant to be with. This is the post I chose:
5. If you could have given yourself a snapshot five years ago of what your life is like now, what would the picture be of and how do you think you would have felt about it?
Five years ago would be 2010. I was separated from my now ex husband and was in a whirlwind of emotions. I did things I was ashamed of, I neglected 2 young kids, and just lived my life the way I wanted to before I decided to get married to someone who I never should have in the first place.
If my snapshot is of what it is now I would be a better person, I would not be going through so much stress with things, I would still have my 2 babies but I would be with my now husband and him and I would be in a much better place than we are now. I think I would have been happier, more content, more driven to be a better person. My husband makes me a better person, he shows me the kind of person I should be and lets me know when I am not.
Life would have been much better that's for sure.
So before I start tearing up I will close with this:
Your choices are who you are today, make the right ones. I hope I teach my own children and hope they make the right ones.
True enough. My husband and I are always trying to encourage the 20 year old military guys in our ministry to not rush into decisions without seeking counsel and wisdom from those with more experience--especially relationships.
ReplyDeleteFive years is a drop in the bucket when it comes to changes. I'm glad you are in a better place now!
ReplyDeleteAnd that experience has made you the person you are today!
ReplyDeleteCrazy how much can happen in so little time. I don't think we're ever prepared for the amount of growth we all do in that time.
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